Some people like blogs because whatever you've written 2 years ago will still be here if you let them to be. They say you can see yourself grow (or not). See how young and stupid you were then, how mature and composed you are now. See how grammatical errors lessen. See how street lingo of your teenage times drop off your vocab. Etc.
Not for me exactly.
When I look at mine, and read whatever past posts I have written, I don't laugh at my idiosyncracies. I am in fact quite appalled and greatly embarrassed. How thick is my face, really.
I've got this stroooooong urge to delete everything and start anew. I want to take back whatever stupid things I said, I want to erase all my embarrassing, overly-emotional moments, I want to forget my irrational outbursts, I want to start anew.
I can forget eeeeverythiiiiing.
Yet, with all the powers that I have, I don't understand why I don't.
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