Dreams

I can hardly say I'm sleeping well these days.
Everytime I close my eyes, I could feel myself enter another world and living in that other world like it's another reality. My senses are as fully aware as they are when I am awake. I could vividly recall my emotions, what I see, what I hear, what I taste. I will wake up with the same feelings I have in the dream, and it will take me a full minute to convince myself I'm back in reality.

Remember I've told you once about my dream being Brian BSB's girlfriend and how it felt so so real? That's a hot dream. But these days, the dreams are simply strange, and leave me confused when I wake up.

I've been dreaming of random people, like hi-bye friends, friends I haven't met since primary school, and even of random bloggers I know. In those dreams, they have some sort of a close connection to me, and we'll always be in some place I've never seen my entire life.

Another weird thing is, if I dream of my loved ones, I will dream of deaths or of an ominous gloom. Just a few days ago, I dreamt my boyfriend simply vanished and throughout the dream, I keep feeling a sense of dread; that he is dead. I woke up feeling that same sense of dread, and immediately called him to make sure he is ok. A few weeks ago, I've been dreaming of deaths of my close relatives. One of the dreams was so real, I had woken up with my heart racing like a mad horse.

Just a few hours ago, I dreamt I was telling one of the death-dreams I had to my grandmother.

I don't know what to make out of all this. I certainly don't want to believe in them because we know when we sleep, we could be toyed by Satan and friends. Anyway, my dreams have never been premonitions of anything.

So is it because I am overwhelmed with fatigue? But I thought when you're tired, you'll just fall into a blank sleep?

Is it because I said my prayers wrongly then?

Is this a sign that I'm just losing my marbles?

Has anyone of you experienced these realistic dreams?

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Ada Hantu Malam-malam

I will get straight to the point.
I watched this movie twice, and for the first time, I think it was an 8/10. That's why I gave most of you hope when twitted and said it was an awwweesoomme movie. Hahaha.
The second time I watched it, I gave it 6/10.
If you ask me to watch again, I'll probably give it 4/10.
HAHA.

Ok here's why.

The haunting seems very realistic because of its cinematics. It's meant to give you a sense of realism,with the homemade camera effect. The hauntings are also the kinds you can relate to. There's no omputih's dramamama like mirror fogged up bila you tengah mandi and words keluar sendiri saying Hello I Am Satan.. Just stuffs, which are more subtle and real. But the shock effect is there and I'm not telling you what the couple really actually faced so that you won't search my address and splash paint on my door for spoiling the suspense.

So if you don't know what it's about, you'll exit the cinema wondering is it real? is it true?? THAT's what happened when me and my cousins watched it. We really thought it was real. I like movies that give you this uncertainty. So that's why the 8.


My suggestion to you is to watch it WITHOUT READING WHAT THE MOVIE IS TRULY ABOUT. Because if you really do know what it's all about, you'll then get a very uncanny feeling when you leave the cinema.
While watching BE AWARE OF THE SLIGHTEST SOUNDS/SIGHTS. So kalau you plan nak kasi matair you kiss-kiss, jangan. Nanti you miss 99% of the essence of the show. Don't buy popcorn atau nachos pasal nanti bila you sibok CRUNCHCRUNCH, you may miss the hantu growling or something.
Also, DON'T BE LATE for it. You need to be early so that you can get absorbed into the couple's experience from the start.

But of course, if you betul-betul nak tahu if it's real or not, check it out here k.
And here's another
BIG SPOILER
(kalau tanak tahu please membutakan mata anda sekarang juga dan scroll cepat-cepat kebawah sehingga sampai pat gambar-gambar yang jambu tu!)

If you think of catching a glimpse of the ghost, don't bother, because you'll only catch a glimpse of the shadow. And it's foot prints, which when I watched again the second time, I realise it was a rather stupid foot print to give a demon. So in that sense, korang kind of kena cheated ah coz the hantu materialises as bumps in the night and a footprint that looks like it belongs to a dodo.
Yeah, the second time, I was paying close attention to details and to see what are the flaws of the movie and I found quite a lot. I realise if the movie did not end the way it did, and ended with maybe the girl getting exorcised or something, then it will give the movie a larger sense of realism, and you'll really will leave the movie feeling convinced it was real.

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But I rasa kalau you betul-betul nak experience paranormal activity, you just put me, my sister and my cousins together at night.

So this is what you get:
sightings of a human frog and its equally inhuman friend...



...sightings of creatures with hideous faces...



....sightings of hantu katil tengah main flying kick....
(I WON! I kicked the woman to the moon! Hahah. But actually, a gust of wind can already sent her flying to the moon ah haahaha)



....sightings of lesbianism...I personally think lesbianism is paranormal, no?


(If people didn't know, I could pass of as a rocker butch dengan seluar koyak rabak aku, and she the girl-lesbo right right? o__O)

But no matter how they manage to bring out the hantu in me, I love them, every one of them.




Thank you darlings for the dose of craziness before I get back to my other kind of craziness, school.

:)

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Rejuvenation

Nope, I don't have so much free time actually. I'm just very good at procrastinating.

But this is theraupatic for me ok.
I like dressing things up when I get stressed up.
I'd like to dress myself with new clothes but no, not this time.
Since I'm mighty broke and am surviving on the changes momma finds in trouser pockets when doing laundry.

I'd like to dress cute chubby babies in whatever costumes I please, take pictures, and laugh at them. But sigh. Haven't got the permission to reproduce yet, and nobody wants to lend me their precious chubby munchkins.

So the blog it is.
Me likey what me seeing now.
Me happy!

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